Even if I look at you from the outside, you are still beautiful. You are still the same, so perfect so gentle. Even if I remeber what you did to me I still desperately want you. Even if I know you are just gonna hurt me and broke my heart once again, I still want to try one more time and I still think this time is going to be different than 1000 times before.
Because when I talk to you, I feel in heaven, I feel happy and satisfied. Maybe different than with others, maybe speacial. Because you make me feel special and unique and you make me feel accepted and loved. Even when we fight I don't feel like fighting and when we "hate each other" I know you will always be there if I would need help no matter when or why I need you.
I say you are stupid and really not my kind. Not that handsome and egoistic. Much too many times stubborn and too proud, but in other way I say you are really pleasant, smart and abnormal hot. Kinda different than others and funny.
And I guess no matter how many times I said you are not the one, I still know you are. But this is game. A game where my feeling are not included. This time I'm not falling in love or trying to have a best relationship with you I'm just playing - playing with you. And I'm having fun! A lot of fun (: Because I know that as long as I will be just playing a game I won't get hurt and I won't cry in my pillow. But I also know that, as long as I will be playing a game I won't fall in love and I won't feel real happines but I guess this is just what it takes (:
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